So much for waiting a week

I know that I said I was only going to post once a week for the summer, but that's not working for me anymore. Not this week anyway. Life is a learning experience. Everyday, we learn something new. This week I learned more than my fair share of things. One example, adults were kids once. A lot of them don't like to admit it, but it's true. They were all our age once and made mistakes just as bad as ours. Most of the time it feels like it's hard to admit to a mistake, but if you just tell them what happened the punishment is a lot less than what it would be if you tried to hide it. I also learned that adults DO care and love you. Try talking to them when you're thinking about doing something stupid. They have reasons for saying no sometimes. I'm just looking forward to school starting again and working at a vacation bible school until then. I feel like an emotional wreck and I'm driving myself crazy with missing my friends. As a teenager, we want to be independent. In reality, we should be wanting to be closer to our parents. Looks like we need a bit more experience before we realize it. Like they say, "you don't know what you've got 'til it's gone". Maybe we should find a balance between the present and what could happen down the road. I know that after this summer I'm going to be planning things a lot better than I have this week. Ttyl <3 Saved Individual

Summer

Here, summer break has been going on for like a week now. I've decided that people have lives and would like to spend this time with family and friends, not reading some stupid blog that some person they don't know is writing. It just seems pointless to read what somebody else has to say when they could be out living their own lives. It is that very reason that I am cutting my blog entries to once a week during summer (which is actually more often than during the school year lol). Anyways, summer break is a wonderful time for anybody. Summer means no school, late nights, hanging with friends, new adventures, and just being lazy. Sometimes it means it's time to get a job, but that's only if you're old enough. I can't wait to spend this summer doing who knows what. It's going to be so fun. Hopefully I'll get a job and do a ton of homework. I've already spent the first week having late nights with friends. It's making me tired lol. I need to go to the mall more often. Apparently, they now have a hurricane machine there. $2.00 and you get like 5 minutes of 100 mph winds. It's crazy fun. The stores got some cute clothes too. SHOPPING TIME!!!!!! I should get some of my closer friends and go to the mall with them. Good quality time with the girls would be nice to have this summer. All of that sounds like a ton of fun, but I realized recently that summer is also a time of growing and learning. We as teenagers are bound to make more mistakes during summer. We LEARN from the mistakes and GROW as people. We turn into proper ladies and gentlemen found in everyday society. It's a wonderful experience as well as a challenging one. It isn't always fun, but it's a good thing in the long run. I wish everyday could be a summer day, personally. I learn more from real experiences that actually happened than I do from sitting in a classroom. I better finish up here. Another late night is about to start lol. I'll tell you guys more about that some other time. Ttyl! <3 Saved Individual

I know, I know. I feel really lame about last night

I know that I promised you guys an update days ago, but things got a little crazy. I haven't even really been on the computer since then. It's all been mobile or at school, where I can't update. Anyways, school is officially out, I'm officially a junior, and the class of 2010 has officially graduated. The last week of school was crazy. It was a lot of fun though. All we really did was turn in a bunch of late work, watch movies, sign yearbooks, and "study" for our finals. Seniors had graduation practice all week long. Graduation was nice. :) I ACTUALLY got to go too. I loved it. They all walked in, they said the pledge, national anthem, and the welcome in three languages. A lady had a falcon that did not want to fly for her then when it did, it did not want to come back (yes, we are the falcons). The principal gave his little speech and it was a quick one. There was a special speaker that made a crazy speech, but it was the most fun speech to listen to. Then they had the valedictorian give her speech and all she did was pat herself on the back. The class president and the asb president gave their speeches and they were typical graduation speeches. One girl that was graduating sang the song "Best Days" with another graduate playing his guitar. It was alright, but I'm not the best person to ask since she wasn't my favorite person. After the song they called up each graduate one at a time to get their diploma covers (they don't get the real diploma until Monday). Each graduate gave our bald principle a black comb as a graduation present. It was funny. They did the turning of the tassel and everybody was all excited. After that they played the graduation slide show and had the fireworks display. We said hello to people we knew at the graduation and friends that were graduates. We came home and went to bed. Yesterday we had a graduation party for my brother and it was so much fun. The invitation said 2-6 (at which point I would have written this), but as you can see the party was a little bit longer. We spent the morning looking for swim suits and cleaning the house. Normal set up stuff. :) The first guests arrived at about 1:30. We had fun, went swimming, normal graduation party activities. My brother, the graduate, left a little early from his own party so he could go to work. :/ That was lame. The party continued and people slowly began to leave. The last guests (who happened to be the first guests to arrive) left at about 11. My aunts who helped set up left at about 11: 30 and I was exhausted so I went to bed. I know that I'm lame for not writing sooner, but after a few days like that what do you expect? We had some fun conversations at the party. You had to be there to hear it though because now they're all inside jokes lol. Got any fun graduation stories? Let me know. :) ttyl <3 Saved Individual

Yes, I'm still alive.

I know that I'm not always on here, but the school blocked the website and I haven't had anything to write about lately. Just counting down to the end of the year. Last week of school, so I should be posting more as I come up with more things to write about. I don't have a job, so it's not like I won't have time. I'll probably be spending that time looking for one, working out, something. Maybe I'll even start studying for honors chem. It all depends on what I have going for me this summer. Currently I have nothing though. Hopefully I'll spend some time with friends. We got our yearbooks and they look AMAZING!!!! Way better than last years anyways. I'm looking for some books to read, so if you have any ideas they would be much appreciated. Same goes for movie titles. 2 1/2 months is a long time to be doing nothing. I found out that I have Child Development ROP all year next year ( I say all year because we're on the block schedule and switch classes half way through the school year ). Any advice on taking care of kids? On the bright side, at least I'll be certified in CPR and stuff like that. :) I'm usually good with kids, but I'm kind of worried about that. I also have history of religions. THAT scares me. That's a lot of religion for one year. I take a ccd class on Sundays and adding five days of religions is insane. Confirmation scares me too though. The more I think about it, the more I feel like I'm not ready for it. I want it, but that's a BIG step. Especially for somebody like me. I'm a very sheltered, very shy girl. I can barely tell people my name. They expect me to be baptized, receive first holy communion, and be confirmed all in the same night on my own free will?! That's craziness. I better go take a nap and work on some English homework. :) I'll write more later. The next post will probably be after I get out of school. I have a lot of studying to do for finals ( I'm in Spanish 3, keyboarding, dance, and Honors English ). I finished the final for dance and got an a in that class, but I'm a little worried about the spanish 3 final. I've had a C+ all semester, so I'm hoping that I can bring that up to a solid B. Adios, amigos lol. <3  Saved Individual

Sex and Drugs

"I'm gonna go where no girls ever been before. I know that you can take me. you, you make my body numb. I want it I need it so bad that I do anything that you want just tell me where to put it if you got it I can do it. Sex and drugs. yup. this is what she loves. yup. I seen her up in the club shakin her f***** stuff. louder then a bomb b****, why you smokin drugs? is it because you really want someone to show you love?" Yes, it is part of an AMAZING song. As you can guess, it's titled Sex and Drugs by Hyper Crush. I was listening to it in first period the other day and it made me think. Why are some people so desperate for said things? It doesn't make sense to me. Yeah, people tell me that it's amazing (I wouldn't know). Is it really worth it though? What if it doesn't work out? What if it was a mistake that you end up regretting for the rest of your life? It's a big responsibility. Not always worth the risk. I do know about risk and regret. Why should guys get to act like animals? Double standard much? It's ridiculous. I should start posting some of my poems on here. It would be a risk and it would be worth it. Even if nobody likes them, I would get an honest opinion of how people see them and how strong I can be. In all honesty, it feels like I'm slowly dying inside. I took a risk, I now regret it, I miss being there though. I do regret it, but I wouldn't go back in time and change what happened. Like they say, "never regret something that once made you smile." Maybe one day we can talk again, but until then we just have to keep moving forward. I need some new books to read. If you have any ideas or a blog you want me to check out, let me know. <3 Saved Individual

FML?

You know that situation when you feel like you get the short end of the stick no matter what you do? SUCKS!!!!!! What are you supposed to do at that point? The answer: DON'T GIVE UP!!!!!! You simply keep trying and find a way to make as many people happy as possible. Just make sure that you're one of them. Become "Lost in Stereo" like the song lol. :) The lyrics are obviously online and can be found at the website listed at the end of this post. I was actually on a website this morning. It's almost like twitter, but you just complain about stupid stuff that happened to you. It's fmylife.com and you go read peoples posts then vote on if their lives suck or not. It gets pretty interesting sometimes. This world is filled with creepers and  weirdos. Most of the fmls are fake, but still very entertaining to read. Most people make jokes about the stupid ones. It's great. You should check it out. My mom's been thinking about getting a dog for months now and if we MUST get a dog, I want a Yorkie. They're so cute and cuddly. Not a big fan of dogs, but I'll make an exception. Track season is over for me and I have a job interview tomorrow at 5:30. I can't wait. I'm so excited and I think I really could have a chance at getting this job. My references were amazing, I had a ton of work experience to put down, and the older lady that was working there was very nice and probably put in a good word or two for me. :) If I do get the job, it'll probably only be for the summer because it's at the pool. :/ It'll still be worth it and it'll give me a better chance of being hired again next summer and other places that I choose to apply at. Today has been a good day so far and should continue to be. I got up early, started some homework (not that I have much to do there), did two loads of laundry, and still have time to do whatever. I'm being productive today. I should probably start being more organized though. I can't remember anything anymore. I think it's just because I've been busy. Once things are back to normal I'll probably be back to remembering important things that I need to do. I miss my friends. They're great. They know me better than I know myself and no matter what I say or do, they blame men. These boys may be crazy, but they think of me like a little sister and only want what's best for me. Sounds like a few other people I know *cough* Buttons *cough* lol. I should probably get back to my fairly productive day, so I'm going to wrap this up. Seems a little random today, but who cares? It's my blog and if you don't like what it says or how it's written, don't read it. Simple as that. I'll try to post again soon. I'll keep everybody on here updated on how summer plans, job searching, and vbs are going. Leave me some love and tell your friends about my blog. :) They might actually enjoy it. You never know.
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Random? Nah ;)

You know that moment when you're just coming back from a daydream? Where you realize that you've been staring at the kid next to you for like ten minutes and they think you're a creeper? That one little moment when you know you'll regret not paying attention tomorrow, but you want to get back to what you were thinking about instead? Yeah, I've been there all day. Luckily it was a minimum day and I didn't miss much. Déjà vu is a noun that means "the illusion of having already experienced something actually being experienced for the first time". It's quite an interesting topic, but not what I want to talk about today. I've been talking to this guy lately and he drives me crazy. It's PERFECT!! The daydream I had all day? It was about him. ;) I get to see him for the first time in a month tomorrow. :D The day dream was about how things are going to go when we see each other. I know how I want it to go and I think he would want it to be the same way. I can't wait. You know that feeling you get when you're in a great mood and your favorite song happens to come on the radio or your ipod (on shuffle)? That moment when you realize that you're excited about something and a song that totally describes your mood or situation starts playing? Yeah, I've been there before too. I love the thought that somebody out there is looking out for you. Maybe it's a guardian angle or just a loving parent. The beauty of it is, you don't know. You just have to have faith. I know that this whole post seems kind of random, but in my mind it all fits together. Life is a mystery. You can try to solve it before you get to the end, or you can just enjoy it. I choose to enjoy the story and just go along for the ride. I know that the mistakes I make won't matter in the future and no matter what happens or who I talk to, I'll always have friends and family that loves and cares about me. Things happen for a reason and we don't know what they are. We can wonder why and try to figure it out, or just accept it. Either way, it's your life and you can live it the way you want to. The way I see it, if something doesn't work out the way you want it to there's something better right around the corner. I'm about to update my about me, so if you want to know more about my ideas let me know and read that. :) I actually need some more topics to write about. Any ideas?